So Unusual 歌詞

Often I think about how I would rather be dead than alive It's merely preference, if we were never born Then we would know nothing else People scared to die Why? When death approaches it must be our time I don't understand the worry over lost life Do you think you'll think about it When you're dead and in the ground? I'm much more concerned with how you are You got me so nihilistic In existential thought, I'm drowning I sit around and reminisce Why can't I forget about the way my fingertips felt on your skin? And how your touch makes me so loyal to your lips? It's so unusual to miss how they met mine Sometimes, I wonder how you are But I wouldn't dare to ask The nights we shared were great But now they're in the past The one who lingers fails to live But I don't have much more to give Maybe we could meet up My wish for death is preference Don't tell me I'm selfish My life is my own to take Why can't I forget about the way my fingertips felt on your skin? And how your touch makes me so loyal to your lips? It's so unusual to miss how they met mine How am I to live without your light to guide me Through the darkest times? I miss the way you made me feel alive It's so unusual to be alive without you by my side