What NOW??? 歌詞

There goes the last of the things I thought I wanted What would you gain if you own the whole world but you lose yourself? The further I get, I forget why I even started I wanted a change, so I got a new place It's always something else I'm so tired of making all these same mistakes Don't know if I got the strength I'm so tired of wondering What now What now What now Tryna find something That I can't see but I wonder What now What now What now Feels like I'm stuck in a seat on a flight to nowhere I might leave the ground but my clouded mind just drifts away I looked for a piece of myself but I messed it all up Through my reddish eyes I see in black and white that I lost my way Yeah Thought I found something But I can't find it Thought I found something But I can't find it I wonder what to do now? How can I rest when my struggles Got the best of me?