february 歌詞

My therapist told me it was all in my head Like it usually is But this time I can say with confidence That I'm certain you hate me in secret And this time last year I swore I'd never let it happen again But February smells like tears and insincerity Every goddamn time I think that I'm the most naive person That I've ever met And I think that you are The most inmature person To claim the moral high ground yet But maybe after all these years I should analyze the gcf And I've been waiting my whole life For relationship that lasts Am I ever not wasting my time? I get in my head I get in my head I get in my head I get in my head I should've know That these feelings weren't permanent And I should've know That you weren't different I should've thought Of all the possible endings Before I jumped in with my eyes closed And my mouth open But I get in my head I get in my head I get in my head I get in my head I get in my head I get in my head But it's all in my head