Dead Me 歌詞

It's needless But still i try It's endless I won't deny Right back, and we're at it again I'm sittin' in the same place that you left me in 'cause right now, my mind's feelin' dirty as sin Think tonight, we could let the homicide begin I'm gonna strike down hard, like the wrath of god You know i wouldn't tell you anything you couldn't bet your life on I feel like giving up again And when i think it's gone My pain just begins And i feel like i'm dying inside I'm fighting against me losing this time Another lonely night reminding me I know inside Something is killing me Dead me I only feel I must be blind It's all i have To ease my mind I'm so bored, always playing your game I'll do anything to keep me from repeating your name You had everything to lose and you had nothing to gain No matter how, want a change, everything's the same And i'm so sick, of the way i've been feelin' So i'm gonna start drinkin' till my head starts reelin' Healin', whatever's dulling my pain 'cause when i think of you, my mind slips away And i feel like i'm dying inside I'm fighting against me losing this time Another lonely night reminding me I know inside Something is killing me Dead me I'm living a lie The way i feel Do i Have to conceal That i Can't make this real Am i, i'm living a lie The way i feel Do i Have to conceal That i Have chosen me Am i, this dead me I won't deny And i feel like i'm dying inside I'm fighting against me losing this time Another lonely night reminding me Something is killing me I'm living a lie The way i feel Do i Have to conceal That i Have chosen me Am i, this dead me