Testo di mom i quit (Unreleased)

I'm tripping over thoughts in my own mind Comparing myself just to pass the time I go from everything to nothing in the blink of an eye And I wish that I didn't have so much ambition Wish I could just relax without guilt admonition My worth is achievements, so who am I? I'm holding myself tight Can't sleep through the night They say my future's bright I wish they were right I-I wish my mind were mine Wish I were satisfied But I can't control My thoughts as they come and my thumbs as they scroll I-I wish my mind were mine My head's not on my side I hate to admit I'm losing my shit Oh, mom, I quit I'm tethered to my phone You'd think it were my lover I'm staring at myself till I am just another number Make myself up for the show But I guess I'll let it all go I'm quitting giving in to all the expectations Turning what I am into abbreviations I'm not your convenient girl I'm not a Barbie in this Barbie world, oh I (I) can't sleep through the night They say my future's bright I wish they were right I-I wish my mind were mine Wish I were satisfied But I can't control My thoughts as they come and my thumbs as they scroll (ooh) I-I wish my mind were mine (ooh) My head's not on my side (ooh) I hate to admit I'm losing my shit Oh, mom, I quit Sick to death of my explosions Can't control my own emotions Maybe I'm crazy I-I wish my mind were mine Wish I were satisfied But I can't control My thoughts as they come and my thumbs as they scroll (ooh) I-I wish my mind were mine (ooh) My head's not on my side (ooh) I hate to admit I'm losing my shit Oh, mom, I quit