Paroles de Second Letter from St. Julien

You say there's a god And you say you've got proof Well I've lost friends to heroin So what's your god trying to prove? You say he's alive His spirit flows through your veins Well I guess my best friend Was just trying to help the spirit escape And if there's a god Do I make him proud? Put a smile on his face? My mother, she gave me a crucifix She said, "Pray to Anthony if you lose this." How can I believe in god if he won't believe in me? I let my anxieties overwhelm me Tell me why I am blessed with this curse That rips holes through my chest And put holes in my head I wanna get over the feeling that I'll never be good enough And if there's a god Do I make him proud? Put a smile on her face? And if you're with god Am I making you proud By waking up each day? And if you're with god Well, I hope that you're proud With a smile on your face And if you're with god Well, I hope that you're proud With a smile on your face