Paroles de parting gift

I lie awake wondering Will I kill myself or someone else Before this night comes to an end? Look me in the eyes Each word you spit is treason Say it one more time (one more time) Make me believe it Another deception to deny You wielded hope as a weapon I welcomed the deepest of mutilations with love But this love only ever brought me the gift Of terror filled nights Don't close your eyes I want you to watch It's my turn to lacerate Let me paint you a picture Make it last