Letra de Fatal Flaw Attractions

I'm not sure if this is love Too much free time; too many drugs And parking cars in alley ways To kill all the pain Wake up calls at 4 a.m. To find a fix, maybe a friend Just somebody to listen when You don't quite make sense Waiting rooms, hospital beds The smell of this place gets in your head And reeks of a life much shorter than You once imagined I watch their eyes cut through my bones I pray to God to save my soul Watch my regrets rise up like ghosts I buried them so long ago Fatal flaw attractions Some kind of chemical reaction I'm starting over backwards I'm starting over backwards All the things I used to have Cigarette smoke, white pills and cash The purity it never lasts I keep forgetting And all those friends who knew my name They weren't my friends, they were my chains It's a narrow road, there's no debate But my crooked head won't stand up straight Fatal flaw attractions Some kind of chemical reaction I'm starting over backwards It's the only way I know how I'm starting over backwards It's the only way I know how All around me, all around me I watch everything disappear into itself. All around me, all around me It's amnesia; I feel it already Fatal flaw attractions Some kind of chemical reaction I'm starting over backwards It's the only way I know how I'm starting over backwards It's the only way I know how