Letra de Ebb And Flow

Can't see a future better than my past Trying my best, but only see my worst Don't allow myself to speak or feel 'Bout how proud I am, how much I've healed Running toward something I can reach Aiming high but still falling so deep Acting tough, but feeling weak I'm a paradox of defeat I'm losing grip From all this filth I'm fighting Tough to exist The mud is pulling me in Like ebb and flow I fight Manic states, depressive nights alone Losing grip The more I move, the lower I sink The more I move, the lower I sink The more I move, the lower I— Reaching milestones I don't think I deserve Worked hard, but I feel so upset My doubt took everyone around me down (My insufficiency has overflown) The roots of my mind are pretty clear I am only a result of all my fears I wish I could just cut it out (But the faith in me just can't be found) I'm losing grip From all this filth I'm fighting Tough to exist The mud is pulling me in Like ebb and flow I fight Manic states, depressive nights alone Losing grip The more I move, the lower I Sink, sink Can I for once just see the light? Tried to pull myself out But it keeps taking me down My hands are stuck in too deep As above disappears I'm losing grip From all this mess I'm fighting Tough to exist The mud is pulling me in Like ebb and flow I fight Manic states, depressive nights alone Losing grip The more I move, the lower I sink The more I move, the lower I sink The more I move, the lower I sink