Letra de Raincloud

My skin isn't soft like the people I love It is rough, it is blemished like me My hair does not fall like the waves in the ocean It's messy and damaged, unclean And God, I try hard to fit in any place Put a smile on my face, but I can't change, and I'm tired I am tired And I try to be just like everyone else Nobody will love you if you can't love yourself Is that true? Do you hate me too? When I'm floating like a rain cloud And I can't hear what you say Hold me near, let the world disappear I'm so close, yet I'm so far away Before the storm even started I know it would be this way I fought for so long against everything wrong But I'm the reason that I'm not okay So feel all the shadows and darkness creep in That's when I know it's about to begin Never game me a chance, no, I never could win I will forever mourn what could have been My body's not made in the most perfect shape I just feel clumsy and cold And my heart is not strong, I just pull it along Dragging all of this weight gets so old And God, it's all wrong, I just don't have the strenght To do this all again, even for one more day I am tired I'm just tired I need to get better, I need to find help But nobody loves because I hate myself and it's true What else is there to do? When I'm floating like a rain cloud And I can't hear what you say Hold me near, let the world desappear I'm so close, yet I'm so far away Before the storm even started I knew it would be this way I fought for so long against everything wrong But I'm the reason that I'm not okay So feel all the shadows and darkness creep in That's when I know it's about to begin Never gave me a chance, no, I never could win I will forever mourn what could have been