Letra de Mental Driftwood

Since the cut appeared in me I've been trying to get more higher I never tried to heal myself Cause I never had the time. Never had the fucking time I was dying for things that made me cool But now they are not worth a shit I realize I was a fool In search of a reason to exist In my brain a song vomiting lies We remain the sons of a hidden vice Searching the lock of a door built in secret in my head. Eternal decline of life, but doc says it's all right If getting nowhere is a crime Then I'm a fucking criminal So many years have passed me by Cause I never had the time. Never had the fucking time Nothing concrete realized No son through whom I could live on Totally dehumanized I'll die forsaken With nothing done It's not a scream, nor some tears Than can change a whole life of shit And in addition to my fears I still never have the time And I'll never have the time If I had another chance I would be a man With no remorse But it seems there is no other past Just booze, and bad friends and mistakes