Letra de Grapefruit

Hey, holy ghost, why'd you leave me? Where'd you go? I know we ain't spoke in so long, but I've gotta know, if I'm alone If I start drinking, I'm gonna be the town drunk You always said I should lighten up I'm gonna lighten up. I'm gonna lighten up So long. I'm sorry that I wasn't who you want If I can't make you happy, I'm no good for anyone So long. I'm sorry that I wasn't who you you'd want If I cant make you love me I shut you out After the funeral, mired in doubt You thought a family would help I was struggling. You could tell When we got the news That you were pregnant We painted a room Pink and orange like a grapefruit I know how bad you wanted this too I know it killed you In all my dreams, I'm in the house that I grew up in I'm trying to be half the man I know my dad is, or was I see me as a father looking over a daughter Who grew up to be just like you And now, that's just a thread I can't hold onto It's just an open wound So long. I'm sorry that I wasn't who you want If I can't make you happy, I'm no good for anyone So long. I'm sorry that I wasn't who you'd want If I cant make you love me Hey, holy ghost Why'd you leave me? Where'd you go? Right when I fucking need you I'm all alone. I'm all alone So, I'll start drinking Yeah, I'll be the town drunk I'll be a burden on everyone