Songtext von Fauxtographic Memory

There are things that I'm dying to tell you About things that are killing me to say I know that I don't want to lose you But we both know I'll push you away Fauxtographic memory, a mind that's still developing I turn my back on all I see cause everything feels make believe You tried to stay, I made you leave and made the world give up on me I can't accept reality cause everything feels make believe I keep swallowing the hell so you don't stomach it From what it's like to be around someone that lives like this I keep losing sleep in beds still made from soaking sheets And I'm still haunted by the ghosts of people still breathing I already hate the words, they're not a thing we even share Stop looking for a metaphor, it isn't there Fauxtographic memory, a mind that's still developing I turn my back on all I see cause everything feels make believe You tried to stay, I made you leave and made the world give up on me I can't accept reality cause everything feels make believe You're wasting away You'll have to learn to love within You'll have to learn to live without You're wasting away You'll have to learn to love within You'll have to learn to live without You're wasting away Fauxtographic memory, a mind that's still developing I turn my back on all I see cause everything feels make believe You tried to stay, I made you leave and made the world give up on me I can't accept reality cause everything feels make believe