Songtext von nothing good happens after 2am

Stay busy, don't think too much Don't speak up, play it safe Don't bother to ask for help You'll ruin someone's day Be pretty, pretty mean to yourself Keep running till you're weak This is what I tell myself all night Nothin' good happens after 2 a.m So I stay in bed Replaying in my head I'm clawing at my skin, and I'm so terrified That I'll waste my life In fear, in fear I'm good but not good enough for twenty-six years old I don't know what I want, so I keep chasing gold Lying at therapy so they're not scared of me I'm getting scared of me, I know Nothin' good happens after 2 a.m So I stay in bed Replaying in my head I'm clawing at my skin, and I'm so terrified That I'll waste my life In fear, in fear 'Cause I hate what I see when I'm looking at me I don't wanna exist, I don't wanna be seen I'm fading, so jaded By the weight of the words I've been telling myself Maybe I should just turn into somebody else Erase me, replace me Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh Oh, oh, oh, oh Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh Oh, oh, oh, oh