Songtext von Sorry I'm Different

And she asked me If death sat next to you in a bar Looked you in the face Said the time is up, what would you say? My first question would be Oh what took you so long? I sent the invitation long ago You rejected me so many times Sorry man, one last thing Can we just sit together for a bit So I can finally have a friend? Please Oh, I don't mean to make you cry But when I die, just box me off I need no headstone, no names No titles I'm a piece of shit Who will be forgotten anyway My mind has been a war zone At least I pray I find peace now And if I die, no matter what Don't bring me back here It's dark here And I hate the dark But at least I tried Even though I tried With memories I would love To relive again I don't want to be born again Not in this God-forsaken place And to you, that one person I wish I could give you the world So you know I care But how can I love you When I don't even love who I am How do I give you peace When my mind is a war zone How do I find you When I've lost my mind and my way How do I tell you We will be okay when I'm barely Holding on How do I tell you the truth When I've been lying to myself My whole life That it's okay My mind has been a war zone At least I pray I find peace now And if I die, no matter what Don't bring me back here It's dark here And I hate the dark But at least I tried At least I tried With memories I would love To relive again Oh, to relive again I'm a fish in the desert There's nothing to do to save me I am drowning in a sea No one can swim I'm already doomed And no one can save me