Songtext von Trying to Survive

I try to run, but it's always there A monster lurking, it's always aware I try to hide, but it won't let me go It's a part of me, I’ve always known Heart beating so damn fast, try to catch my breath My mind is racing and I'm so consumed by death The panic haunts and it won't let me be Trapped in my own reality Dark thoughts are clouding all of my moves Can't shake the feeling of being used It’s the weight of the world on my shoulders, I'm burnt I can't shake these fears, they’re just getting worse Anxiety, my constant friend Always will be there till the very end And I feel everything that leaves me frightened Why won’t these feelings let me go? I'm trying to survive Catching my breath just to feel that I'm alive Welcome to my messed up life Welcome to my messed up life I'm scared of the unknown What's waiting for me when I'm alone Will I ever be able to break free From these monsters inside of me Set me free Set me free Anxiety, my constant friend Always will be there till the very end And I feel everything that leaves me frightened Why won’t these feelings let me go? I'm trying to survive Catching my breath just to feel that I'm alive Welcome to my messed up life I'm trying to survive Catching my breath just to feel that I'm alive Welcome to my life To my fucked up life