Paranoiacs song লিরিক্স

I wanted to write this paranoiac song so bad but I didn't succeed pushed myself on the edge then I turned down that's where I fell on my knees walked days and days not remembering my name I swear this song is much to deep suddenly I saw this person that showed me the way for more joy did I weep BUT NOW THAT I HAVE FOUND YOU THERE'S STILL HOPE NOW I'LL TAKE THE RIGHT DOOR SO I CAN COPE I wanted to walk like jesus christ so bad but I didn't succeed pulled my heart out and never put it back that's why I so bleed you could say sometimes I cross the line once for selfishness once for greed until that day that I found your odor passing me following hours of the deed BUT NOW THAT I HAVE FOUND YOU THERE'S STILL HOPE NOW I'LL TAKE THE RIGHT DOOR SO I CAN COPE I wanted to die like the lizard king so bad, but I didn't succeed took all the dope I found and squeezed it all at once so I lost all my heat then watched the mirror for a whole week long, I couldn't breath BUT NOW THAT I HAVE FOUND YOU THERE'S STILL HOPE NOW I'LL TAKE THE RIGHT DOOR SO I CAN COPE